kate336 says

[KATE336]

you guys are up like the summer sun. that is nice. just dont get sent to docotr weird's place!!!

[clayton]

 What a strange post, Kate! Are you OK? Dr.Weird reminds me of all sorts of names for the Devil, who doesnt actually exist, although he seems to--that's why Atu 15 gives his keyword as Mirth--is simply a joke.

[high maintenence]

Haven't heard from you in a while Kate. How are you?

[francie]

kate, i hope you're ok??? 

[KATE336]

i had the weirdest manic episode. i missed a doctor's appointment. leading to the break in stability. i really couldn't help it after i missed it. so then strange associative thought patterns began and basically i made a huge fool of myself at work and was fired. i have been through this enough times not to make a huge dramatic deal of it. i know it is going to be really boring while i get all of this stuff sorted out. i have to be careful not to get really depressed by the mad things i have done. i have to remember to keep my appointments. another job is out there. there are other oppurtunities to fill my time in a satisfactory way. oh man. the stuff i did-i never thought anything would top the stuff i did before that.

i was in the hospital twice. i really thought i was the sane one. it is so confusing.

i think most doctors are weird. that post was made in haste and it was basically a wish that everyone stays out of the shit that i guess i was in!

[nordicnicki]

good to see you kate...
i agree docs are weird.....bu8t then so are most of the general public

[high maintenence]

people don't believe that you really don't have control over your actions...the things that I have done in the past, I knew better, but I really could not stop myself. People don't believe that.

[Ramji]

Kate,

I'm so sorry you had to go through that.  I've been on the verge a few times lately, so I know what you're talking about.
I'll hold some positive thoughts for you ..... know that you have people here thinking about you.

i had the weirdest manic episode. i missed a doctor's appointment. leading to the break in stability. i really couldn't help it after i missed it. so then strange associative thought patterns began and basically i made a huge fool of myself at work and was fired. i have been through this enough times not to make a huge dramatic deal of it. i know it is going to be really boring while i get all of this stuff sorted out. i have to be careful not to get really depressed by the mad things i have done. i have to remember to keep my appointments. another job is out there. there are other oppurtunities to fill my time in a satisfactory way. oh man. the stuff i did-i never thought anything would top the stuff i did before that.

i was in the hospital twice. i really thought i was the sane one. it is so confusing.

i think most doctors are weird. that post was made in haste and it was basically a wish that everyone stays out of the shit that i guess i was in!

[KATE336]

thank you, ramji and everyone else.

it really sucks to wake up out of it all and realize you just destroyed your life for the fifth time. my caseworker said it is simply because i missed my medication. that is true. but it is getting harder each time to pull it altogether and find other niches. i do believe longevity is out there for me, that i can achieve it. but getting knocked down by myself time and time again is really getting to me and it hurts.