JJ....I'm a cutter too and honestly, it sometimes is the only thing I can do to keep things from getting worse, not that I recommend it or anything, but for me, and Nicki also, it is a release of pain. I have trouble now with reading also because I have to read, read again and reread to actually get it. I think it's got something to do with my meds, IDK.
Nicki, I know what you are saying. It pisses me off so much because they make themselves think that they are doing what they are there to do, only leaving you with no answers. If I could come over and choke them for you, I would. I think the meds should be working by now and since they are not working, the docs should be doing something different. I wish we could make them, but the sad fact is that we can't make them care. If they had to go through it, they would care. They cannot possibly imagine what hell you are going through and they do nothing else to help. I feel your pain babe
