just some thoughts

[mizfit]

I'm just posting  2 things i wrote so yea have fun boring yourself to death

i know it seems like these to contradict each other but fuck it


Have you ever cried cuz you realized we simple live to die?
With faith aside scientifically speaking do we have a soul?
Or dose death instantly erode your memory of earth your birth,
And the space you took up on this planet goddammit I cant stand it,
When I look up , at the night sky searching for the slightest sign of superiority
Its outlandish cuz hes always ignoring me in my prayers,
Is he there? Dose he care that some people don't believe in an Adam and eve,
Or a fruit bearing tree in the garden of Eden,
I mean people are staving why doesn't he feed them?
People have and will be enslaved why doesn't he free them?
They say hes in your heart but from the start I couldn't see em,
Cuz I was told you had to go through Jesus to meet em,
There supposedly one and the same implanting this holy trinity in my brain,
If god really wanted to please us he would get on the same level with the devil,
And defeat him delete him before he created  the earth
And before eve made man worry and hurt,
Now lets get real the bibles sexist still Genesis was writtin to convince the people,
That women should have admission to churches and missions,
How can you trust something that's been re writtin so many times and influenced by,
So many minds at least 30 years after Jesus was crucified,
When I hold whats been scripted is it holy ? how do we know if Jesus even existed?
Get a real picture or manuscript and show me, but don't take me as an atheist ,
If you say that shit , then blow me cuz its not my fault some versions of the bible say sum racist shit, whats worse for the people to hear,
Is that god created everything including evil and fear,
So the next time you  lurk ina church or sit ina  synagogue remember that he supposedly,
Knows who the sinners are and the angles to
 its just if you get on your knees And worship him would he do the same for you?






In the mourning I awake, hoping god forgave my mistakes,
As I wave goodbye to yesterday, im wondering what it takes,
To come back to his grace, I guess ill have to embrace,
A better life I better write a list of sins, and rip the sheet,
Even though these even deeds make me complete,
Without them its hard to function I guess my soul is lost,
What an odd assumption im tossed to the side and forsaken,
There’s something wrong with the moves I’ve been making,
My heart is aching cuz inside I feel the spark of Satan,
But I won’t let it consume the rest or best of me,
I try to run away but he’s always next to me,
And blinding my eyes when he’s shining its tough,
In the rough when you’re the diamond,