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« on: March 01, 2010, 09:43:09 PM » |
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 I'm going fucking insane! It won't shut off. My eyes won't close, took sleeping pill....nothing. Can't unwind for anything...shit piss fuck damn bitch cocksucker Sorry, I'm going nutts. No really, I am. Why won't my stupid brain just slow the hell down? Ughhhhh The energy is fabulous, but so unnerving at the same time. No coffee for me tomorrow....it is really triggering my brain surges.
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« Reply #1 on: March 01, 2010, 11:56:49 PM » |
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Uh oh, chain reaction...first Paz, then me...now you! Hang in there...who next?
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« Reply #2 on: March 02, 2010, 05:50:51 AM » |
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wow sounds really rough. I am not a fan of my brain running frantically. I would like some of your energy though so if you could just send a little my way that would be great  I hope you can level out soon and feel better. Good luck! |
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« Reply #3 on: March 02, 2010, 06:10:46 AM » |
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'tis the season! Seriously. It can be. I have to watch myself because the seasons really fuck with me. Once the weather starts getting nicer, energy levels start rising. Energy levels start rising, upswings occur. It is very difficult for me during the Spring and Summer months. These are the times where my meds usually get changed because I get hypomanic. And that is no good, because when I get hypomanic, I usually am a real bitch and loose my temper at the drop of a hat and I have tons of rage. Don't eat as much and keep myself really busy multi tasking. Body gets worn out, but my mind just keeps racing away. I', keeping an eye out this weekend. We are supposed to get to 46* out. A definite change from the 32 and below weather that we have been having and all the snow has practically melted. So...
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« Reply #4 on: March 02, 2010, 07:26:21 AM » |
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Hey, have any of you noticed that when you get manic, that you develop what I like to call "extreme potty mouth"? I notice it when I start to feel ramped up...I wonder if DJ notices it. It is very difficult when there is a little one in the house...when I feel like I'm saying fuck a lot I have to remove myself from my son...I don't want him to hear me talk like that, as it is not ladylike...also, I don't want him to repeat what I say!
The string of profanity that spews forth from my lips usually contains words like fuck, cocksucker, douchebag, and countless others...though I wind up saying things like "fuck me", "fuck it" and "fuck , fuck, fuck!" a LOT. Anyone else suffer from this problem when on a major upswing? I wonder if that is a symptom of mania...I think it may be.
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If you tremble indignation at every injustice then you are a comrade of mine. - Che Guevara
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« Reply #5 on: March 02, 2010, 07:28:46 AM » |
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i swear a hell of a lot when i am manic....the foul words just flow from my mouth ....even more so when its an angry manic.......i dont have to remove myself from my daughter as she has tourettes and swears like a trooper anyway
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bound and tied in emotion but still we fly.losing all my reason cause theres nothing left to blame.
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« Reply #6 on: March 02, 2010, 07:46:47 AM » |
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I have to say that I swear a lot when I am depressed and when I am hypo. I used to swear like a sailor but Brian has curtailed my swearing since we have kiddies in the house.
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« Reply #7 on: March 02, 2010, 08:41:55 AM » |
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Fuck yeah! It just kinda pours out of my mouth, and yea I have bouts of anger also. Sucks super donkey balls! I'm going to ride this bitch out and get some much needed cleaning done.
Oh and what the fu.... Kate Gosselin on dancing with the stars?!?!?!?!?!
Wow a naughty word in every damn single sentence, GO ME!
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« Reply #8 on: March 03, 2010, 09:15:20 AM » |
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Fucking yes! Me too....LOL I was going to post about that today, ya beat me too it. My favorite one is "Jesus FUCKING Christ!!!" that's the kind of shit I say in public or whatever I don't care...I was in the store last week looking for some Rooibos tea and couldn't find it I said "JFC they have every other fucking thing!" and swatted some of the boxes in the floor because I was pissed. There was a guy stocking the shelves right next to me, he didn't say a word. Other ones I say alot included in every sentence or paragraph "fuck that, assfucker, assjockey, cunt, bitchass, shithead...I think I say fuck more than any other."
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« Reply #9 on: March 03, 2010, 09:40:34 AM » |
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Yeha! I know it's tacky and very unladylike but it spews out and I can't stop it. I try not to say those colorful metaphors in front of my kids, my 3 yo hears a bad word and says 'mommy dont say that" so yeah, being corrected by my toddler.
I have moments when I feel guilty, but they are few and far between.
I usually don't spaz on people in the stores...people kinda scare me. Confrontation scares me. I'm just a big sissy lala. I rarely even go to the store anyway, so it's not usually a problem, and I pop a benzo first....ALWAYS or I will go apeshit and have a severe anxiety attack.
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« Reply #10 on: March 03, 2010, 03:20:59 PM » |
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I can be like than one minite but then in the next the store could be freaking me out. I have the anxiety crap too, it really sucks...hey you ever feel so amped up you want to bust out laughing for no reason (just because you feel so damn good)? But then when you try and hold it back you freak out and have an anxiety attack...that shit sucks. I think inositol helps with the anxiety a lot...I have a lot less anxiety nowdays and the therapy really helped me too.
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« Reply #11 on: March 09, 2010, 02:05:10 PM » |
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I am not a potty mouth! I practice creative linguistics!
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