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« on: July 25, 2010, 01:31:18 PM »

 :ahhh:hi, all just need to get this of my chest, i'm such a bitch, don't deserve anything in this world,  just told my b\f that i didn't want him anymore out of rage, he pissed me right of, why did i say that,we have a beautiful daughter together, why would i won't to destroy what we have, but the thing is i really did meant it when i said it.. WTF   went to dr's on friday and explained how i feel so raged out all the time, and I can't sleep and he has put me on zoloft to add to my cocktail,  said it would not make me manic, cause it's such a low dose, plus some sleeping pills which are crap cause i was still up at 3am this morning, but will help me calm down, wft its made me more irritability, and restless, now i just feel like shit. feel like just giving up cause i can't cope with this shit all the time up and down back and forth, anyone else get like this? and how do you cope with these feelings cause i'm not handling them very well.. don't want to bring any of u down so i leave it there, hope everyone is doing better then iam..;-)
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« Reply #1 on: July 25, 2010, 03:51:03 PM »

Been there, know how you feel. I have kicked my husband out once, and left him once. Both times I did stupid stupid things out of anger and rage. I don't know where it came from, it just happened. BP's are notorious for this type of behavior. I can't tell ya how to cope with these feelings, because I'm still trying to figure that out myself. I either need to be alone for a couple of days or I need to medicate. It sucks to feel this way. I hope you start to feel better soon.
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« Reply #2 on: July 25, 2010, 06:53:00 PM »

Been there 1 time I kicked my husband out the other 3 times I left. And came back!
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