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« on: September 05, 2010, 06:35:15 AM »
 Well, it's about 5:10am and I guess I'm up for the day, I usually wake up about6-6:15 am. This probably doesn't seem too early for those of us with children[my son gets up at 6:30am[usually] but I don't feel like I want to be up...I just want to stay in bed, but alone. You know? I know that once I'm awake for awhile[like 30 min] I'll be raring to go, but now I just feel lost. I have been very dissatisfied with things, stupid BP mood swinging[after doing well for awhile! That really ticks me off] and I just feel so restless....and BP's tend to drive their spouse, partner ,family,etc a bit crazy with all our shit.
 You know, we are all just trying to live, do other people ever worry about how Their shit maybe drives us crazier? Somehow I doubt it.  Angry
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« Reply #1 on: September 05, 2010, 06:45:21 AM »
I agree, I somehow doubt it. I think everyone (without BP) takes it for granted when we do keep ourselves together-- makes them think that "well, you were fine before, you will be fine now, I don't know what your deal is." You know, Fuckin' A. Walk a mile in my shoes asshat. THEN you can tell me I will be fine and there is nothing wrong with me and everything will be OK. Ignorance is NOT bliss people!
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« Reply #2 on: September 05, 2010, 11:37:34 PM »
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You know, we are all just trying to live, do other people ever worry about how Their shit maybe drives us crazier? Somehow I doubt it.

You know, thankyou...they don't worry about it...and I resent that about other people.  When I am around them I am sensitive enough to read them and know when to back off and I do...but they won't do the same for me. 
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« Reply #3 on: September 06, 2010, 09:01:27 AM »
 I'm glad that I am not the only one who feels that way about other people and their bullshit....hey, if a crazy lady like me can read them and know when to back off, why the fuck can't they tell when we are having a bad day? WTF
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« Reply #4 on: September 06, 2010, 11:14:14 PM »
I KNOW!!!  Its like they're signals are pretty subtle...but ours...I mean its obvious when we're maniacs but they fuck with us and set us off and then are shocked, like somebody who has a firecracker go off unexpectedly.  WTF
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« Reply #5 on: September 07, 2010, 08:16:21 PM »
Hi Paz!  I'm sorry you've been struggling.

I believe the truth is, people who have never experienced bipolar disorder or the symptoms of the illness themselves, have absolutely no idea what we tend to go through with mood swings.  So, they are totally oblivious!  It's difficult to realize, but it's very true.

However, some understanding and support is always nice.... take care ok?

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« Reply #6 on: September 09, 2010, 06:00:09 AM »
 Well, I woke up at 4am again...and have been surfing the web for the last 45 minutes...I am not tired at all. Today our son gets to meet his Kindergarten teacher, and Friday is his first day. WOW! I have been a bit preoccupied about it, yesterday we did a little bit of shopping, but most of his school uniform stuff has already been delivered from The Children's Place, yesterday was just a few extras. He is so excited, and I must admit that I will be at a loss as to what to do when he is at school...I suppose I'll figure something out. Undecided
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« Reply #7 on: September 09, 2010, 06:03:52 AM »
he is going to have so much fun and enjoy Kindergarten. It will take a little getting used to not having him in the house during the day, but you will find that the peace and quiet will do you some good. SERENITY!!!    Grin
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