cant live like this anymore

[wigy]

i am on that clonzapine /clozaril  -- i can ot live like this i have been on it for a week or two and i am shaking so bad it is hard to read a book , type anything -- i am so tired my house looks lika pig pin - i told my hubby and he doesnt want me off of them but it is my body -- i just cant do this -- you guys know how i was b4 i got on this and now i am the oppisite cant clean or cook nothing -- i was to take the kids to the park yeah right i would prob pass out b4 i got there -- he (pdoc) says this is his last hope -- how could some MD give up so quickly ? i dont get it -- now i am faced with this pill that is not ok for me and a pdoc that is givijng up on me wtf?? i cant understand -- ging

[Phyllis]

Have you considered changing Pdoc's? I don't know if it is possible or not, or if you even want to, but it sounds like this isn't the right fit for you.

I hope things start changing for the better for you hun.

[KATE336]

what the fuck? doctors that lack imagination are turkeys! last hope? blah

[francie]

aww Ging, i'm sorry you're having such problems!  this can't be comfortable for you and doesn't show much promise either!

I agree, maybe you could consider another doctor? 

Take care of you, hon... and you are absolutely right -- it's your body.

[wigy]

i found another pdoc she does her appointments on sliding scale so that is awesome -- i dont get in till the 11 of april but she said to call if i need b4 then -- as o now i am manic as hell and do not need meds right ?? hahahahah -- my talk therapest said to go to my family dr and get ablify and klonapen so gettint that doen tomorrow at 2 pm --- i was gone for about a week on that clozaril it kicked my ass bad i do not remember much at all -- but it is not for me i do know that -- i am glad to be back in reality -- thanks for being there you guys are my therapy alot of the times  -- there are no words to pt how i feel about paz and dj for this site -- i love it thanks yop so much u guys mean the world to me -- and all the friends i have here are awesome people -- ging

[francie]

Ging, it's great you found another pdoc, especially now, when you really need more help.  Your other doctor sounded, well... like a couple i've had in the past!

I'm glad she said to call if you need her before the 11th, too.  That's great!