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« on: January 03, 2012, 11:29:41 AM »
Happy New Year Everyone... sorry i haven't been around for a week... some really weird shit has been happening to me this past week.. i'm kind of hypomanic to a degree and it came out of nowhere, i haven't slept for days. one doc is in washington and the other isn't answering her phone, it just keeps ringing. i'm unable to think clear, feel fatigued on top of other shit and my integrated voice is out side again. it all started around xmas and i believe it can be directly tied to eating sugary and mild use of alcohol for up to till jan 1... i got weak and it's tripping me over big time... i let the holiday thing embrace. it feels really weird to be to be hypo again, it might be cool but there's a blend of exhaustion in it too...

it's been days since i checked my emails and found this one from a very good Utube friend, i thought i'd share it... i just subscribed to this channel... i checked out some other vids of theirs and it turns out they're very popular among all the popular rappers...

<a href="http://www.youtube.com/v/Dwimc4cvUmQ&rel=1" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/v/Dwimc4cvUmQ&rel=1</a>

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« Reply #1 on: January 08, 2012, 07:09:00 PM »
 Sorry that you are feeling unwell. What steps are you taking to center your self so things will slow down?
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« Reply #2 on: January 09, 2012, 04:34:22 PM »
Your doc will probably try to just blame the nutrients Angry  What do think triggered this?  The holidays?  What have you been up too whilst hypomanicky?
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« Reply #3 on: January 15, 2012, 10:21:00 AM »
Quote from: Dreamline on January 09, 2012, 04:34:22 PM
Your doc will probably try to just blame the nutrients Angry  What do think triggered this?  The holidays?  What have you been up too whilst hypomanicky?


he did try to blame the supplements telling me the B vitamins were causing anxiety... when i know fucking perfectly well they prevent anxiety@!!!! i told him i messed up and drank alcohol and my sleeping patterns were off and the jerk off told me i MUST increase my seroquel to 600mg!!!!!!! till i'm sleeping normally... this douche bag still thinks i'm on meds... i have to continue to play this game with him though because he completes all my long term disability insurance paperwork... that was three days ago and my sleep is pretty much back to normal again... i have to face it, i'm not going to be able to tolerate alcohol sugar normally ever again probably... no big deal, i'll stick to an occaisional glass of wine now and then and it'll be cool...  600mg of seroquel!!!


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« Reply #4 on: January 15, 2012, 10:24:27 AM »
Yeah man didn't you know it has nothing to do with the horrible toxic alcohol but vitamins are dangerous...maybe I have anxiety because of them too! Cheesy  The seroquel will wipe out those nasty vitamins no fear.
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