Hi all,,just wanted to say goodbye and ya'll think about me. I a small bundle of nerves right now.
I've been staying home for about two years now except for Doctors visits and family dinners. I'm going camping at Sequoyah Caverns in Alabama with some friends. I told my cousin not to stop asking me even though I've always said no out of fear of ,,,,haha,,,whatever the fear is at that moment. Panic attacks, not sleeping well, being without my own car or even worse a bathroom.
You see I adore nature hiking and camping, but have done it here mostly over the last five years. I live in a place people would like to camp if it were public. So it wasn't like leaving home.
I used to camp all the time, so I hope I can just get into it without worrying about home or missing the computer to badly. Anyway,I'm all ready packed,so I intend on starting my meditation hour later today. So that I finish right before they pick me up. I figure that way I'll get off to a calm start. Hope everyone has a great weekend.
Anna
