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« on: April 22, 2008, 11:29:29 AM » |
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not sure i like what they have given me and neither does anyone else,eveyone is panicking about me more now. i cant eat,have pains in my neck,back,legs and chest.a pounding head constantly.and as for sleeping thats all i seem to want to do ,my body feels like a lead weight it takes all my energy just to breathe.if i do eat im sick.paranoia worse than ever,horrible nighthmares,keep hearing music or people singing........and the one i hate most i am so depressed and down on myself and everything around me....i plan the best way to end it all...whats quick,not messy etc...find myself collecting up pills,cutting myself more..........surely this isnt right?i shouldnt be like this....thought tablets were supposed to even out my moods noy take away the mania to replace it with constant sleep and misery.....  |
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bound and tied in emotion but still we fly.losing all my reason cause theres nothing left to blame.
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« Reply #1 on: April 22, 2008, 11:54:55 AM » |
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Holy shit Nicki! What the hell did they give you?
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If you tremble indignation at every injustice then you are a comrade of mine. - Che Guevara
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« Reply #2 on: April 22, 2008, 12:36:13 PM » |
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Celexa is what they gave me awhile back and did the same thing to me.
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« Reply #3 on: April 22, 2008, 03:41:22 PM » |
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like Sivananda used to say, "Dont worry--nothing will be alright!"
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law---Love is the law, love under will.
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« Reply #4 on: April 22, 2008, 05:16:01 PM » |
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Clayton, YOU ASSHOLE! How is that helpful to Nicki?
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If you tremble indignation at every injustice then you are a comrade of mine. - Che Guevara
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« Reply #5 on: April 22, 2008, 05:17:04 PM » |
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That is Clayton being Clayton. Even Nicki understands that.
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The endless, agonizing recycling of what might have been, soon followed by a litany of rationalizations and self-deceptions as you struggle to reconcile the void between the person you want to be and the person you fear you are.
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« Reply #6 on: April 22, 2008, 05:33:02 PM » |
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I hope. If not, I am sorry.
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The endless, agonizing recycling of what might have been, soon followed by a litany of rationalizations and self-deceptions as you struggle to reconcile the void between the person you want to be and the person you fear you are.
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« Reply #7 on: April 22, 2008, 05:35:48 PM » |
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Nicki is suffering, and his remark was inappropriate, plain and simple.
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« Reply #8 on: April 23, 2008, 12:01:26 AM » |
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OH...Everybody stay off Clayton's ass...I've told you all before that he is just pulling our chains and Nikki does know that...Nikki I don't mean to worry you, but my pdoc said that a BP should never take an antidepressant, which is what Celexa is. I told you before I started taking it that I was worried, but the symptoms that you are describing are not what I was expecting. I expected for them to throw you in to total mania....My thoughts and hugs are with you, keep us updated...Remember, sometimes the side effects lessen if you can deal with the drug for a few more days.
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« Reply #9 on: April 23, 2008, 02:25:28 AM » |
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I would see your doctor if you can, those sound like intolerable side effects. Hope you feel better soon
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« Reply #10 on: April 23, 2008, 05:31:48 AM » |
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Nikki I don't mean to worry you, but my pdoc said that a BP should never take an antidepressant, which is what Celexa is. I think it depends on what type of BP you are... |
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« Reply #11 on: April 23, 2008, 07:21:58 AM » |
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bear with me wjilst i try to type....thank you everyone,claytons remark was cool i would have thought the same if i was him.
im no better but fighting to saty aawake,my poor kids have been left to it..ive lost all interest in eveythijng..this is shit and i havent got the strenghth to go back to docs just yet.my ex came and took away all the knives and pills,so thats one good thing,cant harm myself anymore.feel permanently stoned with a very heavy heart...how the fuck im still working i have no idea but my collegue is doing alot of my work when i stop functyioning...not far on her but i need the money to eat.....how long to i leave this for ?its been a week now..
i read too that you dont give antidepressaant to bipolars but i am still trying to get them to listen tio that,they seemed to have lost my old records now!like i said im starting from scratch...was the idea of these pills to bring me down more so i wasnt so hyper........i get that i want to give up but my ex is fighting for me to beat all this.not sure i have as much faith as him..i dont have any....andi wish this bloody music would stop playing and the nightmares.....i dont know what the best to do
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bound and tied in emotion but still we fly.losing all my reason cause theres nothing left to blame.
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« Reply #12 on: April 23, 2008, 07:31:37 AM » |
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Nikki, I am with Phyllis, some people do fine with antidepressants. I have been taking one for seven years and wouldn't know what to do without it. I hope you start feeling better soon.
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« Reply #13 on: April 23, 2008, 01:41:35 PM » |
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Guys, I didn't mean that the way it came across. I also take antidepressants, but not just that alone. She is manic, taking nothing but an antidepressant. I may be wrong, as I have on been dealing with this for a little less than two years and some of you way longer than that, but that's just what my pdoc said...I'll shut up now 'cause I am noooooo doc and don't wanna be as they are big assholes
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« Reply #14 on: April 23, 2008, 02:00:16 PM » |
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Guys, I didn't mean that the way it came across. I also take antidepressants, but not just that alone. She is manic, taking nothing but an antidepressant. Now that I agree with. But... Nicki never said what she is on did she? Maybe I missed it. I'll have to re-read what she wrote. But yeah, you are right. A manic person should not take an anti-depressant alone. That is just bad news waiting to happen. |
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